Filed to story: I Got Married Without You
If she fell back in love with Ryan because of her soft heart, what should he do?
Rosalyn used to love Ryan so much, but then she stopped loving him, right?
He’s so scared that one day, she will stop loving him just like she stopped loving Ryan…
After understanding what Andrew was worried about, Rosalyn lifted her hand and gently touched his thick black hair, her actions filled with pity and heartache.
“Honey, I no longer love Ryan, a long, long time ago when I kneeled and begged him, when his older brother pretended to be him and kicked me, and when I was lying in the hospital on the verge of death, at those times, all my love for Ryan had already been exhausted. I stopped loving him a long time ago, so how could I turn back…”
“After I let go of him, I slowly fell in love with you. Maybe you feel confused, why did I not only forgive you but also choose to be with you despite the misunderstanding. But giving up Ryan was because deep down in my heart, I always loved you. That’s why I chose you…”
“It’s just that between Ryan and me, it’s not just a simple first love relationship, but also a familial relationship where he worked and studied to help me pay for medical expenses and let me grow up healthy…”
“If he was just an ordinary ex-boyfriend, I wouldn’t care about whether he had depression or not, whether it was mild or severe. It’s because of this bond between us that after learning about his severe depression, I rushed to the capital to see him. Otherwise, there wouldn’t have been any connection between him and me in this lifetime.”
“Even though his disabilities and severe depression were caused by me, I won’t soften my heart and fall in love with him again. I only feel pity and guilt towards him. Even today, when I saw him, I treated him as a family member and patient, without thinking too much about it…” Rosalyn finished speaking in one breath, looking out at the moonlight through the gap in the curtains.
“I swear to God, I will never love anyone else in this lifetime. except for you. If I do, let me die!” Her last words hit Andrew’s heart like a thunderbolt, causing his heart to tremble uncontrollably. It seemed as if he could see the tragic scene of her death, and he held her tightly in fear.
“Don’t say such things to scare me. You know, the thing I fear the most in my life is losing you.”
In his life, there was only Rosalyn. It was because of her that he would become restless and anxious about Ryan’s condition.
Now she clearly expressed her feelings towards Ryan, explaining when she stopped loving him and why. She even made such a poisonous vow. If he still didn’t trust her after this, then his love for her wasn’t deep enough.
“I’m sorry, I was being too sensitive.” She relieved the doubts that had lingered in his heart for years, dispelling his suspicions. Rosalyn not only gave him a tremendous sense of security, but also made his lonely heart feel a sense of belonging.
“From now on, no matter how you take care of Ryan, I won’t have any wild thoughts anymore.” Hearing this, Rosalyn remembered something she wanted to tell him.
“Now that we’ve opened up, I’m not afraid to talk more about Ryan.” Feeling the man holding her nod, Rosalyn began to speak.
“I wanted to tell you that Ryan refused my offer to be with him, but when I pushed him to take a walk in the garden, I saw the flowers he planted. They were the ones I used to love when I was young. I realized that he was trapped in the past, unable to move on, which led to his depression getting worse.”
“So I treated him like a brother, breaking his attachment to the past. He should have understood my intentions and agreed. But I was afraid that I was too forceful and he wouldn’t be able to accept it at once, so I made a promise with him that we would go see the pear blossoms together next spring. When he agreed, there was a relieved smile in his eyes. I think he accepted it.” After telling Andrew about what happened in the garden, Rosalyn looked up at the man holding her.
The refused me, so I won’t take care of him anymore. 11 only visit him occasionally as a family member”
“He refused me, so I won’t take care of him anymore, only visit him occasionally, as a family member Ryan woke up from surgery without amnesia and had several times choked her and cursed at her, telling her to leave. He also kicked over the soup she cooked for him when she went to the hospital to take care of him. At that time, Rosalyn didn’t say anything and silently stayed by his side.
She never intended to give up on him, but everything changed after he lost his memory. Rosalyn felt that if Ryan had regained his memory right away and come to her to clear up the misunderstanding, she would still be by his side.
But when he recovered his memory and came to her to explain, five or six years had already passed. By that time, she had forced herself not to love him anymore and had let go.
She also knew that Ryan had been good to her, loved her, and had done a lot for her. But now that she had moved on from that relationship, she couldn’t repay him with love. She could only be there for him as a family member, accompanying and caring for him as he battled severe depression.
But he rejected her. Even so, she still wanted to visit him. Not just because of how good he had been to her when they were younger, but also because his disabilities and depression were all because of her. If she ignored him, she would be When Andrew heard that Ryan had rejected Rosalyn, he was a bit surprised at first, but then he realized it shouldn’t be a surprise. Ryan was willing to suffer from depression for Rosalyn’s happiness, so how could he keep Rosalyn by his side when he had an illness? He was always noble in his mindset…
“He is so magnanimous, it makes me seem overly selfish.”
Rosalyn smiled gently.
“You were also very magnanimous when you agreed to let me be with him.”
This made Andrew feel ashamed. He had agreed to it himself, but after seeing them together, he felt jealous and caused a scene.
“Babe, why do I feel like you’re a little embarrassed?”
Andrew was indeed embarrassed but unwilling to admit it. He quickly shifted his gaze away from Rosalyn and changed the subject. “He rejected you, so what do you plan to do to help him?”
He couldn’t just watch someone die, but he was also struggling with how to help in this situation.
“After he rejected me, I suggested introducing him to Edith, who had also suffered from depression, to see if she could help him.”
Upon hearing this, Andrew nodded. Maybe Edith, who had come along voluntarily, really could help Ryan.
After everything was explained, Rosalyn felt relieved and then released her hand from his waist and gently touched his face.
“Now, can you tell me why you turned pale this afternoon?” she asked, hoping he would be honest with her.
Andrew’s thick eyelashes drooped, reflecting Rosalyn’s worried expression in his dim gaze.
He didn’t want her to worry, so he pursed his thin lips and remained silent. Seeing him like this, Rosalyn’s eyes darkened.
“If you keep hiding things from me like you used to, then I won’t tell you anything either in the future.”
After she had a heart transplant, she constantly took medication to prevent rejection and treat infertility. Who knows what could happen to her one day.
Andrew constantly paid attention to changes in her body and would occasionally ask her about them. Rosalyn would tell him, but if she were to hide things from him in the future…
Andrew, who cared deeply about her health, stared at Rosalyn’s face and hesitated for a moment before speaking slowly.
“I have a headache.”
Upon hearing him say that, Rosalyn’s heart sank, and she quickly went to massage his temples.
“Is your brain tumor recurring?”
Thinking of this possibility, she grabbed Andrew’s hand and pulled him towards the door.
“We need to go to the hospital for a check-up now.”
She feared nothing more than something happening to Andrew. If he were to be in danger, she wouldn’t be able to go on living either. Andrew grabbed her wrist and pulled her back into his embrace, then wrapped his arms around her waist and placed her on the table. “The doctor checked and said it’s just a headache caused by excessive brain use. It hasn’t recurred, so don’t worry about me.”
It was the same old story. When he had a brain tumor before, he had lied to her like this. And what happened?
“If you want me not to worry, then listen to me and come with me to the hospital for a check-up.”
She knew the Evans family had a branch in the capital, and no matter how late it was, as long as Andrew went, there would definitely be a doctor to examine him.
Thinking of this, she didn’t care whether he agreed or not. She came down from the table and pulled him towards the changing room.
“I can only rest assured if the check-up says I have nothing to worry about.”
Watching her anxious and nervous figure, a faint smile gradually appeared on Andrew’s face.
“Having your care is enough for me. I don’t want you to be so tired.”
He had put her through a lot of trouble tonight, making her run around for him multiple times. How could he bear to let her do it again in the middle of the night?
