Filed to story: A Girl Nobody Wanted Book by SansaR
Is
this a dream?
Yes… it should be… This is something that can never happen in real life. It is just in fairy tales, handsome princes start loving poor girls.
I stood up involuntarily, holding both of the phones in my hands.
I felt someone hugged me from behind, putting his arms around my waist and burying his face on my shoulder.
I don’t require to turn around and see who that is… The charming fragrance of my favorite cologne explained everything perfectly.
“So, what do you think, Princess?” he whispered to my ear.
What do I think… Well… I don’t think anything… My mind is completely blank… How am I even supposed to think anything in an impossible situation like this? He gently turned me to him.
He was wearing a white body fit T-shirt to blue denim. He looked so fresh and handsome as ever…
I looked down because I had no courage to look at that face…
“It… it… is… you!” I finally managed to tell, looking at my own feet.
“Yes… My Princess… It is me…” he said, smiling.
Then he gently raised my face using his index finger and made me look at him.
He was just staring at me as he saw me for the first time in his life.
His eyes were filled with LOVE!!! This is the first time I saw something like this in these heavenly eyes.
How much I craved for this moment? How much I wanted him to reveal himself?
On the other hand, how much I desired for Jake to offer me at least some kind of attention. Stay in between his arms… That was my dream…
Now both of these has come true. The impossible has just happened. I couldn’t understand all the feelings that were having a battle inside my mind.
My stupid tears… As usual, they wanted to come out and show, how vulnerable and desperate am I.
As he saw the warm tears running down my cheeks, he got panicked.
“Why, princess? What is wrong?” he asked, trying to wipe out my tears.
His voice made me cry even harder…
“Are you disappointed to know that it is me?” he asked concerned, looking to my tear-filled eyes.
Disappointed… No… I feel thousands of emotions right now, but disappointment is not one of them.
“Sarah, please tell me. Are you disappointed to know it is me?” he asked, shaking me, holding from my shoulders.
He called me Sarah… That means he is pissed off or he is damn serious… Precisely like when he messages with me…
“I… I… was so obsessed with you. Since high school. I came to watch every single match you play, just to watch you from distant. I participated in every competition, every function that I thought you would participate… Even though I could not even talk to you in
person, I used to talk to your photos every night. I told the photo you about my happiness and my sadness. You were my source of happiness… You kept me fighting with my life, without accepting the defeat… Without you even knowing, you became my everything…” I was speaking… I don’t even know how I got the courage to speak my heart out in front of him.
“Your cute Scrapbook explains that precisely, princess,” he said, with a big smile on his face. That serious, pissed off look suddenly vanished, and his whole face lit up.
“Scrapbook… How… You know about that…” I asked quickly.
“Who you thought, got it from Brittany?” he asked, tracing his finger over my cheek.
“What? You got it… Have… have you read it?” God, that should be the dumbest question I have ever asked.
“A thousand times…” he replied.
Seriously!!! So I don’t need to explain how much I was obsessed for you.
God!!!! What an embarrassment… Why my life always makes me humiliated.
“That was in the past… I know how you felt about me in the past…” he said, as that serious look spread over his face.
“I want to know about the present. What do you feel right now? Are you happy or not?”
I looked at his eyes which were focussing on my face…
Am I happy or not?
“I am not happy…” I said softly.
“What?” his face got darker, and his eyes widened.
“I am not happy… I have no words to explain to you what am I feeling right now… So just let me show you…” I said.
Then I hugged him so tightly putting both of my hands around his waist and placing my face so close to his heart which beats just for me…
“My princess…” he said, kissing my head and tightening his arms around me.
“How long I waited to hold you like this babe… How much I suffered because I couldn’t express you my feelings…” his voice sound broke.
I couldn’t pay much attention to the things he was saying. My whole body and soul was captivated by his warmth. There can be no place in this whole universe which can be more comforting than in his arms.
But I was confused, with everything that has happened…
I wanted to ask him millions of questions. I tried to pull myself away from him.
“Please… Stay like this for some more time…” he whispered, tightening his arms around me.
I just obeyed him. Not just him, I also wanted to stay like this forever and beyond… But doesn’t he owe me an explanation on everything?
“I… I… I just can’t believe this. I am afraid that this is just a dream, and I would wake up in my cold room alone.” I whispered to his chest.