Filed to story: Rylee the Orphan Luna Novel
But you want to mate with Wyatt, and you want him to mark us. I can feel it every time he is near us. What is holding you back?
What if I’m not good enough? What if I can’t pleasure him?
That’s not possible. You pleasured him plenty the other night when he tried to mark us for the first time. Let go, let loose, and open your damn legs because you’re also holding me back. We were not placed in this world for us to run away from fear or challenges. The mother goddess brought us into existence for a purpose, and it would be disrespectful and selfish of you to throw it away because of fear.
Why did my wolf have to be so smart and confident?
***Rylee’s
P.O.V.***
The next day after the bombshell of information Wyatt gave me, I decided to talk to Grace after dinner to get her opinion on everything. It took a minute to find her in this ridiculous castle, but I eventually did, “Good evening, Grace,”
“Rylee, sweetheart, to what do I owe the pleasure?” she said tapping the seat next to her on the couch.
“Grace, when did you know you were ready to mate with Uncle Roning?”
“Oh, I see where this is going,” she sat and faced me. She took my hands in hers and smile sweetly. “Tell me what’s going on,” I explained my fears to her about mating, and becoming Luna while leaving out the rare wolf tidbit. She smiled the whole time and nodded her head as I explained my fears and self-doubt.
“Aunt Grace, I’m just…I don’t know,”
“Rylee, honey, it’s okay to be afraid, especially since no one really taught you anything about this. You grew up in poor conditions, and you were treated awfully, and the one subject that really needed a mother’s and father’s tender touch was denied to you, so I can understand why you are so hesitant,”
“You do?”
“Of course, I was a young once too, but I also had my mother to help me along the way, as well as older siblings. Rylee, there is really no guide to s*x, because it is different for everyone, especially your first time. But Wyatt is experienced in the subject, though I kind of wish he wasn’t, as his mother, that’s how I think, that’s beside the point. My point is, you and your wolf will know when you are ready, and Wyatt will take care of you,”
“What if he wants to mark me?”
“Do you want him too?” I nod my head. “Then, you will know when the time is right, to let him do it, and you will know when you’re ready to do it back,”
“What about my being Luna, I’m only 18,”
“Sweetheart, I was 19 when I became Luna, and although our pack was smaller back then, it was still scary, but I had Ronan’s mother there to teach me. I will be here to teach you,” “You will?”
“Of course, I will,” she replied and gave me a motherly hug. It was warm and loving, and I could feel myself wanting to cry. “Sweetheart, I know that I’m not your mother, but I have known you since you were born. I missed a few years in between then and now, but that won’t change the fact that you are still my goddaughter, and that I love you like you are my own,” she tucked my hair behind my ear and smiled again. “You know, the more I look at you, the more you look like Megan, she had chocolate eyes just like you. You have her nose, her pink lips, and her prominent brow ridge,” I smiled at her words.
“Thank you, Aunt Grace,”
“Anytime sweetheart,” she kissed my cheek and hugged me one more time. I got up and headed back upstairs. As I was climbing the stairs, I thought about Grace told me, about how I would know when I was ready to mate with Wyatt and that he would take care of me. I let out a big sigh and made up my mind.
I decided to go talk to Milan to see if she could help me. I went to her room and found that she wasn’t there. I went back downstairs and asked an Omega to locate her for me. “Luna, the Gamma is the recreation room,”
“Okay, thank you,” I skipped down the hall and made my way there. When I got there, the door was open, and I could hear laughing and roaring. I peeked in and found the Wyatt and Kendrick were playing video games, and Jason and Milan were playing pool. “Hey, Rylee!” Milan said when she saw me come in. “Want to play?”
“I don’t know how,” I said while walking over to Wyatt. I placed a kiss on his cheek, so I didn’t disturb him during his game.
“Hey, baby,” he quickly replied and went back to his game.
“Come here, I can teach you, it’s easy,” she passed me the long stick and rubbed some blue stuff on the tip. “Okay, since you’re right-handed, you hold the cue stick in your right hand, about here,” she said adjusting my grip location “Good. Now with your left, place on the table like this,” she said curling my index finger. “And you place the end of the stick, under your finger, and use your finger to give it stability as you aim,”
“Okay, I think I got it,”
“Good, now just try and hit any ball for now,”
“Like this?”
“Bend over a little bit…Good… Now try and hit a ball,” I aimed, and took my shot. “That was good, you hit it in the center,”
“I did?”
“Yeah, you’re a quick learner. Okay, now on to the actual rules of how to play,” Milan quickly went over all the rules with me, and she let me stand by and watch her and Jason play another round. She was striped and he was solids. As they were playing, they went over additional rules of the game, which seemed simple enough to follow. Then it was my turn.
“Seriously!? Are you sure you’ve never played before?” Jason asks me after losing three consecutive rounds.
“Yes,”
“Aww, babe, don’t be a sore loser,” Milan said and hugged him.
“Good job,” Wyatt said and kissed my cheek. I got so caught up in playing pool, that I forgot why I had come in here.
“Milan, may I speak with you in private please?” I ask.
“Sure,” we put our cue sticks away and leave the recreation room. Milan takes me into a corner where no one is around. “What’s up?”
“Um, I need to ask a personal question,” I bit the inside of my cheek and think a minute. “What was your first experience with s*x like?”
“Ohhh, I see where this is going, you’re ready to mate, but you’re afraid,” I nodded my head. “It’s natural to be afraid, but there’s no reason to be. Especially since your first time is going to be with your mate. My first time was when I was 17, and it obviously wasn’t with my mate. It wasn’t bad, but it wasn’t the best. Everyone that I know that has lost their virginity to their mate has told me it was the best experience of their life, so I think you’re going to be fine,”
“How do I…You know… Let Wyatt know I’m ready,”
“I can’t tell you how, that’s going to be on you, sweetie. Every couple is different,” I slumped my shoulders. “Rylee, s*x isn’t black and white, and it’s never the same for any two couples. Everyone’s experience is always going to be different, and how you go about it will be different too. You will know, just trust your body and trust your heart,” I smiled and nodded my head. “But, I can help you prepare for your first time,”
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