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“Wrong. Cali and I have dinner plans.”
“Is that so?” I ask, looking over at Calista and Anders. Lily follows my eyes and I watch her lips press into a thin line.
“Fine.”
“Fine.” I say, before steering her to my car. “Let’s get you fed.”
It takes a while to get her to thaw after that. Dinner isn’t exactly easy conversation.
Finally, I’ve had enough. “Lily, what part of you being in danger isn’t clear?”
“It’s not about being in danger, Clint.”
Then what is it?
I watch as she pokes her apple pie dessert around her plate. I soften my voice. “I can’t help if I don’t know what the problem is, Lily bud.”
She closes her eyes for longer than a blink before looking up at me. “You shouldn’t have to be saddled with me just because we’re both Guardians.”
“Saddled with you? Is that what you think?” I ask, surprised that this is the direction her mind has taken her.
“I know you’re doing this because you feel like you have a duty to protect the only other Guardian in the world. You’re not obligated to look out for me.”
I lean forward, making sure I have her full attention. “I volunteered for your guard duty, Lily.”
“That’s my point. You have some weird need to protect me as a Guardian.”
“No. It has nothing to do with you being a Guardian.”
“Then why?”
This is probably the only thing I’m not ready to be honest with her about. I don’t want her to know that she’s my mate. I want her to want to be my mate when she realizes what she is to me.
“I like you, Lily. I wanted to date you before I knew you were a Guardian. I’ve told you several times, I want to get to know you better. I want to know everything about you. And, news flash, the more I know, the more I want to know. That has nothing to do with you being a Guardian, that has to do with you being Lily Raines.”
“It’s only a matter of time before you get bored with me.”
“Where is this coming from Lily? First, you didn’t want to lay with me earlier and now you’re talking about me getting bored with you. What’s going on?”
“It’s nothing. Are you ready to go?”
I reach out and take her hand. “Talk to me.” I say earnestly.
I can see in her eyes that she’s debating telling me. I knew something happened. Whatever it is, I need to make sure she understands that there is nothing in this world that will make me lose interest in her.
“Everyone is saying it. Even Oliver said it earlier.”
Asshole Oliver said a lot. I’m not sure what, specifically, she’s referring to. “Help me out, Lily. What is everyone saying?”
She breaks eye contact with me and looks down again, but I refuse to release her hand when she goes to pull away.
When she looks back up at me, there is defiance in her eyes. “I know you’re just doing this because I’m a Guardian. Everyone can see that you are only spending all this time with me because of what I am. I get it. You feel some sort of responsibility to what we are. That’s fine. It’s just….with everything that happened on the roof…I just….I lost sight of what our relationship is.”
The fuck?
“But don’t worry. I’m totally on board. I get it, I know that you are just doing your duty as a Guardian and there’s nothing more to it than that.”
This restaurant is full. There are members of our pack, members of our neighboring pack, ranked members, warriors, pups, even others from our school. I nod my head at her, and I swear I can see her sadness at what she thinks is my agreement with her assessment. My heart flutters a bit. I hope she’s starting to feel something for me.
I stand up, never letting go of her hand. I pull her to her feet. “Oh, are we ready to go?” She asks.
“No.” I say, before I pull her to me and take her mouth in a kiss that anyone with two eyes can see is me claiming her. When she starts to pull away, I wrap my hands in her hair, tilting her head to deepen the kiss. I growl softly as I feel her begin to melt against me.
When I feel like I’ve made my point, I pull away, seeing her eyes looking a little dazed.
“Never, for one moment, think that this is only about you being a Guardian. You are mine, Lily.”
What do you think of Clint’s public claim?
My brain is spinning. Clint’s kisses have that effect on me. It takes me a moment. to come back to reality and when I do, I realize that the entire restaurant has gone quiet. I look around and see that everyone, and I mean everyone in the restaurant has stopped eating and is looking at us.
My cheeks get hot with my blush. He claimed me. He claimed me in front of a restaurant full of pack members. I look back up at him and he hasn’t taken his eyes off me. He doesn’t care who is watching us.
“Did you hear me, Lily? You are mine. Do you want me to shout it out to everyone. here?”
He starts to take a breath. “NO!” I put my fingers on his lips. “No.” I say again, more calmly and he kisses my fingers.
He pulls my fingers from his lips and leans down to gently kiss my lips again. Ready to go, then?”
I just nod.
He takes my hand, walking up to our waitress who is looking as shocked as everyone else and he hands her the bill with some cash before leading me outside. to his car. He leans in, pushing me against the car and kissing me until I’m delirious again. “Just in case you thought I was joking.” He says before opening my door.
When we get in the car, he begins driving. I’m not paying attention because I suddenly find myself feeling shy around him. I don’t know what to say. I sort of confessed that I’m falling for him, and he basically told two packs that I’m his. It’s a bit overwhelming.
“Will you promise me something?” He asks me.
I turn to look at him and I can see that he’s switching between looking at me and watching the road.
“What’s that?”
“Always tell me what’s on your mind. Always be honest, even if you think it will hurt me, even if it embarrasses you. I like knowing what’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours. I want to know what you’re thinking, what upsets you, what makes you happy. I want to know it all. I won’t get bored, I won’t think you’re silly or stupid. I just want your honesty, always. Can you do that for me?”
