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When we get to her room, she takes her books, putting them onto her desk before turning around. “Thanks, Clint”
She quickly leans up and gives me a quick kiss on the lips before closing the door. Hot Damn!
Lily seems to be thawing toward Clint!
I should be finished with my other book, The Banished Beta’s Saving Grace, next week. When it’s complete, this book will move to daily updates.
Clint gave me his word as a Guardian. Again.
This time it was about wanting to kiss me. I wish it didn’t make my heart flutter, but it did. I still hardened my heart and told him, basically, that I didn’t believe. him, until he gave me his word. After that, all I could think about was kissing him. again.
So, before he left for the night, I did.
Now, as I lay in bed, I want nothing more than to text him and go to the roof with him. But what if he thinks that kiss gives him an opening to push for more. I’m not ready for that, and I still don’t trust him completely. At least not in a relationship. As a Guardian and as my trainer, I trust him implicitly.
I go sit by my window, opening it to smell the night air, when it occurs to me. I don’t need to text him to sleep on the roof. I can just do it. And secretly, I know I’ll be able to sleep because the blankets will smell like him.
I climb out of my window, closing the window behind me before I begin to shimmy over to the where I can get on the roof. I’m almost there, when Clint slides down and nearly scares me off the ledge I’m standing on. He quickly grabs. me, pulling me to him and covering my mouth to hide my scream.
“What are you doing?” He asks me severely.
“What are you doing?” I ask. I didn’t text him and the only reason he would be here is if he were coming to get me.
He holds up his hand and it has my clothes in it. “Returning your clothes and checking to see if you were able to fall asleep tonight, since I didn’t hear from you.”
“Oh.”
He’s still holding on to me and I can’t move without the risk of falling.
“And what were you doing?” He asks me again.
“I was going to the roof.” I say. My hands are pressed against his chest, and I can feel his muscles under my hands. It’s taking too much effort not to run my hands. over his chest. His heat is permeating my skimpy night clothes and I can feel the effect being this close to him is having on me.
“Why didn’t you text me?”
“Can we get off the ledge?” I ask, wanting to put some space between us. His apple pie scent is starting to make my brain short circuit.
“As soon as you answer my question.” He says and I look up at him. His eyes are. intense on mine, his mouth is barely a breath away and I can’t help but look at his lips. I know they are soft and warm, and they do things to my body that I’ve never felt before.
“I didn’t want you to think that just because I kissed you that I was going to sleep with you.” I whisper yell at him and even I can hear the aggressive tone of my voice.
He looks at me for a moment, waiting for, what I don’t know. But I refuse to make eye contact. My cheeks are burning with my statement. I stare at a point just below his eyes.
“You’ve been very clear about not wanting to have sex with me, Lily. And I don’t force women into sex.”
When I finally look up, I can’t tell if he’s irritated with me or amused by me.
“Come on. Let’s get to the roof so we can both get some sleep.”
When we get there, he hands me my clothes. I set them aside to take back in the morning and help him set up the blankets. I sit down and wait for him to lay down. He sits beside me. “What?” He asks.
“I’m waiting for you to lay down so I can lay on your chest.” I say, as if this is the most obvious thing in the world. It’s how we’ve slept every night.
“Can I get one more kiss before bed?” He asks me, leaning in and giving me such a smoldering look that heat slides south, warming my core.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.” I say, my voice more breathless than I would like.
“Afraid you might jump my bones?” He asks, wagging his eyebrows.
“Are you always this arrogant?”
“Confident.” He says.
When I don’t move forward, he sighs. “I tell you what. I’ll lay back and if you want to make my night and put a happy smile on my face before I go to sleep, you can give me another kiss. You’ll be on top, so it will all be on you how long or how deep the kiss gets. If not, I’ll still sleep, I just won’t be as happy.” He says before laying down, putting his hands behind his head and watching me.
Here’s the thing. I really want to kiss him. I want to drown in that feeling from earlier today.
‘Just do it. It’s just a kiss.’ Andr? says to me.
I prop myself on my elbow, watching him as he watches me. He doesn’t move and I lean in, my eyes never leaving his. My heart rate ratchets up, I feel like I’m panting, and I haven’t even touched him yet.
I close my eyes and let our lips touch. It’s gentle at first, just a gentle pressure of my lips against his. His lips start to move, drawing me in and before I know it, I’m practically laying on him, his hand is in my hair and I’m deepening the kiss. I moan into his mouth and his tongue slides between my lips, expertly tasting me, playing with my tongue, teasing the kiss even deeper.
His taste is divine. His smell intoxicating and I moan at the feelings that he’s bringing out in me again. I want him to touch me, I want him to take control. I don’t know what I’m doing and I want him to show me what I don’t know.
Slowly, I pull away. “Can we shift positions and you kiss me?” I ask him shyly. I really want to continue this feeling.
“Are you sure Lily bud?”
I nod.
“Words, Lily.”
“Yes, Clint. I want you to kiss me. I…I like the way it makes me feel.”
That’s all the encouragement he needs. In an instant, he’s flipped our positions so that he’s laying over top of me. His hand caresses my face, gently tracing my cheek, pushing some hair out of my face.
“You are so beautiful.”
Before I can respond, his lips capture mine in a kiss that has me arching up against him. How can a kiss make me feel this good?
His hand slides over my stomach and to my hip, before grabbing hold, like he needs to make his hand stop its exploration.