Filed to story: The Girl He Craves Book by Demiah
“Why are you even after her? You have other girls hanging off your arm every day. Isn’t that enough? Why do you need her too?” Carson snarled in disgust. “You can get any other girl, why her?” “Because none compares to her! None is Sophie! Those girls mean nothing! They never meant anything.” I roared.
What will it take for this moron to get it through his thick skull that Sophie was always my girl and even if he smiles prettily at her, she’d never truly be his?
“You won’t treat her right. You’re not right for her. I’m not letting go of her just for her to fall into a bastard’s lap!” Carson sneers.
“That’s the thing, Carson, she already did!’ i blasted. I was losing my patience with this fool. “And she’ll continue to fall into my lap, again and again
My head snaps to the side when a fist collided with my jaw, I hadn’t had time to react when Carson threw fist after fist at my face.
I could feel the amount of rage he had for me as his knuckles collided against my jawbone. This time I had no time to react before his fist met my face
I was too blinded by the words i was saying to him to have realized his fist was coming toward my face.
When I felt the blow, i staggered back and then didn’t wait a second later to retaliate. I was furious, enraged, and fucking beyond redemption as I saw turn as someone that was in the way of getting what I wanted.
He had the nerve to kies my gurt Touch what’s mine and come here acting all macho as if I couldn’t see right through him. He was a pussy. And the ordy reason he was so transfed by my Sophie was because he wanted to luck her
I could’ve seen it in his eyes and the way he stared at her bottom. He didn’t like her, he didn’t love her. Not like I did. And he better realize that competing with me for her would be useless for him. I’d always win.
“She’s mine!” He roared, colliding his fist on my stomach.
His words brought on a burning rage I never felt before and before I knew it, my fist had collided with his face so hard and powerful, that
Carson ‘staggered back clumsily.
I watch in absolute horror when his fingers slipped from the handrailing and his body tumbles down the stairs and stops in an awkward position.
I rush to the top of the staircase and fist my hair in my hands tightly as I stare at the blood pooling from his head. His eyes were still wide open and it wouldn’t take a genius to see that he was dead. “Fuck!” I yelled, rushing down the stairs with my heart pounding painfully in my chest.
When I got to his body, there was someone standing at the bottom of the stairs. I turn to see who and my heart drops painfully in my stomach. I wanted to vomit.
Sophie’s eyes are wide in horror and her mouth is parted as if she is on the verge of letting out a scream.
“Aiden…. what did you do?” She whispered in disbelief and takes a shaky step forward.
Sophie’s pov
I rushed to the bathroom needing to cool down my face and figure out what I’ll do next. How would I explain this to Carson?
Does he even have to know that I cheated on him with Aiden?
I can just tell him that things were not working out between us and that we needed to go our separate ways
It was not like it wasn’t true, we were not working out. Things just were not progressing. My heart still beat for Aiden and even though I hated that fact, I finally came to terms with it.
But that didn’t mean I’d let Aiden have his way with me whenever he pleased. I was hell bent on staying single and sparing no guy, including Aiden my attention any more. No matter how hard it would be to ignore him, I would
I washed my face and groan.
If I don’t tell Carson what was really going on, I’d feel even more guilty for not telling him I cheated on him with Aiden.
He deserved to know the truth. He deserved to know. I can’t lie to him any longer.
I sighed and washed my face again, needing that cool water to wash away the heat on my face. If only it could wash away the guilt too.
When I was done I walked out of the bathroom, hoping to not catch up with Aiden. Had he left already? Did he try to look for me? Was he still looking for me?
Why do I even care?
I shook my head and made my way to the front doors. It was best to not think about Aiden and focus on how I’d tell Carson what I had done.
done,
I had betrayed him and betrayed his trust. And even though he said some mean things to me last night, it didn’t justify what I dome today. In fact a few minutes ago.
I could still feel him inside my walls. The wet heat of him….
I chewed my bottom lip, feeling pity for myself knowing getting over him would be practically impossible.
Why did I allow him to crawl into my heart?
When did it even happen?
I chewed on my bottom lip harder as the front door is only a few feet away from me. When I opened the door, the first thing I noticed was the tamdiar black car that belonged to Carson My heart sunik and then started beating quickly in my chest. Did he wait for me?
Now i leel even more awful for what I had just done with Aiden
How would I break thus down to him? How would I even start?
I could just go up to him and say I cheated on him with my bully id challer tus heart,
But then again no matter how I say it, i’d shatter his heart either way.
This was my fault. I should never have pushed him into this mess. I should not have agreed to be his girlfriend knowing my heart belonged to someone else.
I had royally screwed myself. And I would hurt someone who didn’t deserve what I was about to say to them.
I held my breath and started for the car. But as I narrowed my eyes, I realized Carson was nowhere inside the car.
Where was he?
I stopped and looked around. There was no one around, not even Joe.
Carson wouldn’t just leave his car here so that wasn’t an option. I pulled out my phone and rang his number. His phone is in the car and it blares inside. Great
I whipped around to face the school, my hands now feeling clammy as a thought pushed inside my head.
What if Carson was inside?
What if he was there the entire time?
What if he had heard Aiden and me?
What if he saw?
I chewed on my lower lip nervously and then headed back inside the school, ljump, a bit startled when I hear shouts. The words were not very coherent from where I stood but I can make out Carson’s and Aiden’s voice. Oh God.
What have done?
They were arguing. I can already tell by how rough and loud their voices were.
Were they fighting too?
I gripped the phone in my hand tightly and run back down the hallway. The closer I got to the voices the louder I can now hear grunts and fists hitting bones. They were fighting!
My heart skipped a bit knowing I was yet the cause of the two boys fighting. I picked up my pace and then everything happens so quick i wasn’t sure if it really did happen. I wasn’t sure this was reality. It couldn’t be
I froze, watching in horror as I saw Carson tumbling down the staircase with Aiden looking down at him the exact same way I was looking at him in horror