Filed to story: A Girl Nobody Wanted Book by SansaR
“Hmmm okay… but if you want to tell it personally… Jake is just inside…” he said again.
“No that’s okay… I am a bit busy right now… I will go… see you later” I said and walked away.
See you later!!! Oh God!!! I really said that, didn’t I? It is not like we are friends or we talk with each other every day, well except for texting all day… Everything is so complex, right? Since when my miserable life got this complex? “See you later…” I heard him saying…
I am sorry… I am so sorry Luke…
I know I was wrong… I have to dedicate my self to you… you love me… and you are the only person I have in this world…
I don’t know… I thought I am over with him…
But even some simple things about him could make my heart obsess with him over and over again.
What should I do?
You know that I am really trying my best… It is not that I love him, Luke…
I promise you… I don’t love him…
but he seems to have a permanent place in my heart…
And I have no idea how I can remove him from there….
I hate my self!!! I truly hate my self!!!!
I was lying on my bed, my thoughts wandering around. I didn’t get any chance to be close to Jake or Luke like this in all the years I knew them. But today I bumped into both of them within like an hour.
I know its totally embarrassing, what happened today, yet deep inside me, I was extremely happy. I even got to speak to them like a normal person. On the other hand, the way they talked with me today clearly indicated that they are not angry with me for what
happened yesterday. No need to tell how relieved am I.
My phone indicated a new message. I quickly grabbed it. I was waiting all day to text with him properly. I sent him countless messages but didn’t get any reply.
“Hello Princess… so how was your day” Luke’s cheerful face flashed in my mind.
“it’s good… better than yesterday anyway :)” I replied instantly.
“Did you eat?”
“Yep… I ate and I finished all my work. I am just lying on my bed right now”
“Nice! So what you are thinking while lying on your bed? In any case, do you think about me? :p”
Yeah about you and…. about Jake…
No matter how much I tried I remember him as much as I remember Luke.
“Maybe :P” I replied.
“That ‘maybe’ sounds more like definitely :D”
“oh really”
“Yeah really… anyway you know what am I doing?”
“What? lying on bed lazily as me?”
“hmmm… dreaming about my princess…”
I blushed. I wish you are with me… I would love to lie down beside you and listen to you…
“what do you exactly dream about?”
“The day I am going to hold you in my arms and reveal myself”
“Hmmm… I wish that day come really soon…”
“Don’t worry princess… I need just a little more time… Believe me…”
“Of course I believe you… and that day… I will be the happiest…”
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We were in the lecture with Ms. Smith.
“We are going to have 3 days tech workshop at Willow’s center,” she said out of nowhere.
I almost dropped my pen.
3 days workshop! At Willow’s!!! it’s a perfect location to have a tech workshop…
I guess it’s just not me who found the idea exciting, the whole lecture hall echoed with cheers.
“We are going to have this from 22nd to 24th, that means at the end of next week,” she said.
“What are we going to do there, Madam?” someone asked.
“Well… we will have some tech sessions delivered by industry experts and some hands-on sessions too. Other than that we are going to divide you all into teams and give a group project to work on. One of the main objectives of this workshop is to give you the chance to get familiar with your batch mates more and allow you to work as a team. because from next year you have to start working on your comprehensive research project which is a group project”
“Madam what about the expenses?”
I looked at Ms. Smith with full of hopes, please don’t tell a big number. I will not be able to find that much by next week.
“all the expenses related to the workshop will be covered by the faculty, but you have to take care of accommodation, food, and transport cost. We have arranged accommodation in Willow’s center itself, and we will get food also from there. Therefore we could get a really good price. Overall, you will have to pay this much for everything” she then wrote a figure on the board.
Well… it seems reasonable for 3 days workshop, but in my case, it would be a bit hard for me to find even that. But it will not be impossible. Anyway, I have a big problem than finding the cost. Getting permission from my parents! Don’t know what drama they would put when they heard this.
“So guys… I want you to give your names by the end of the week since we have to arrange everything”
Okay then, I have time till that… I will do everything in my capacity to get their permission and find the expenses.