Filed to story: The Alphas Contract Novel by Taylor West
I shake my head at her. “I believe in higher powers, but not her. If it were her, don’t you think it’s sick that she forces her own creations to fight against each other? Nah, this stinks fight between higher powers.”
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She stares at me with complete confusion. They all did when I mentioned higher powers. Like it had never crossed their mind that there might be more than a Moon Goddess that rules the population.
“Think about it, Madison. Rogue Lycans are there to keep the human population under control. I’m a Wolf that kills Lycans. Lycans were kept a secret from the average Wolf until Neah came along. This is all higher power shit. A way to test us. A way to see who is on top.”
“So why do you think they are pairing Wolves and Lycans together?”
“It wouldn’t be the first fucked up thing they did.”
A mixture of emotions crosses her face. She wasn’t sure how to process what I had said. “Have you…. Have you told the Alpha?”
“No. And before you ask, I’m not going to either. She has other things on her plate. She doesn’t need to listen to my theories too.”
Madison sighs and drops her arms, picking at the bark on the tree. “The others don’t trust me.”
“Who?” Something annoys me about her comment. And for a second I feel that same fucking thing as I did when she tried to throw herself in the fire. I cared.
I shudder, but she doesn’t see it.
“The Lycans. I can’t shift and that makes me weak.”
“Have you ever shifted?”
She shakes her head at me and the light of the sunset breaks through the trees, bouncing off of her deep red waves. “It’s true what I told you before. I can do everything but shift. You saw the burns, I still healed. I can link Neah. I just can’t….shift.” I was expecting her to sound disappointed but she sounds more defeated.
“Why are you telling me?”
“I thought because of the……..” she trails off when she realises I’m frowning at her. “I just thought, maybe you could be the one to help me?”
Multiple footsteps come running in our direction. Many were still going ahead with the pack run tonight. Some would find it beneficial to burn off their worries and frustrations. Others just wanted the freedom and power they felt under the full moon.
I was supposed to be going too.
I grab Madison by the bicep and pull her away from the incoming crowd. “Go home Madison.”
“If you are not going to reject me, you won’t be able to hide this forever. Neal already knows and Mallory does too!!” She half shouts at me and I slam her into the tree, pressing my hand to her mouth. count to thirty to see if anyone had heard her, but howls and running feet fill the air, they weren’t even slightly interested in us, they were already caught up in the haze.
“Are you trying to get yourself killed? Is that what this is?” I growl. “You have some insane death wish because you can’t fucking shift?”
She shakes her head as I keep my hand over her mouth. She stares deep into my eyes. There was only one other person who had looked at me like that. Like she could see more than what was just on the outside.
Lowering my hand, Madison pushes herself off the tree, forcing a closeness between us. On her breath, I Could smell the dinner she had not too long ago. She shakal P
her head again, “You don’t have to help me, I just thought I would ask because…”
“Because you need a man to save the day?” I sneer as her jasmine scent makes my head pound. I so badly wanted to push her away, but I could also quite easily fuck her right here.
It had been a long time since I have felt like this about anyone and the close proximity was making it a hundred times harder to walk away.
“No!” She’s frustrated with my response. “Because you know alot and I guess… I thought maybe you had come across this before. That’s all.” She glances away. “You tried to help Neah.”
She looks over my shoulder and presses her rosy lips into a thin line. There was no one behind me. I would sense it long before she did.
Her chestnut eyes shift back to me. “I should just go.”
She wasn’t talking about going back to the house she has been staying in since the fire.
“No, you need to be where I can keep an eye on you.” Until I decide what I want to do. I needed her to at least be kept safe.
“Why? You can’t stand me!”
“When did I say that?” I counteract. Her heart skips a beat. “I have told you twice that you need to be where I can keep an eye on you. If you are out there, alone, I won’t be able to save you from yourself. Again!”
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“I have spent years having people games on me. I won’t live like that anymore. I refuse to continue living like that. Just because I am less of a Lycan than the others, it does not give you the right to mess me around. Do you hear me?!”
I press my lips against hers. She doesn’t move. Thrown by my reaction. As I back off, her eyes are like saucers. “Loud and clear.”
Blair
“He won’t find you here. I’m not sure why you won’t believe me. I’ve been here five years and he hasn’t even come close.”
“How would you even know?” I frown as I scan the open fields and Sammie continues to collect eggs from her chickens. Unphased as I keep my guard up.
I had been here nearly a week and I still couldn’t settle. It didn’t matter how many times I said it, I still expected to see Cooper and his weird glazy eyed nurses coming for me.
Sammie had shared some of her story from the prison, but other than what I had told her, I couldn’t bring myself to say anymore. It was a memory I wanted to forget, yet at the same time, I couldn’t let it go because I was still waiting, preparing myself for a fight I knew I would lose.
A part of me wanted to go back. To drive a knife right through his heart. To help the others escape. But I didn’t stand a chance. Not anymore. “Can I ask you something?” I say as she closes the chicken coop. “Do you feel like you deserved this?”
“The farm?” She asks, confused.
“No, losing your Lycan.”
She slowly walks back to the house with her wicker basket full of eggs. A heavy set frown. She stops just outside the kitchen door and turns to face me. “I didn’t at first. After a while, I understood why Cooper did what he did. Sometimes I still battle with myself about wishing I had certain capabilities, like smelling when the storms come, being able to heal, being able to run without getting out of breath. Stitches are bitches!” She winks at me.
“You think you deserved it?” I ask, surprised by her response.
“No, but I have learned alot about myself in the last five years and to be honest, I wasn’t a good Lycan. Maybe it did teach me a lesson. Maybe it was already written in my story so that I could help you.” She gives me one of her wide smiles
“You believe that?”
She shrugs her shoulders at me and drops the basket of eggs on the counter. I watch as she expertly pulls up her long blonde hair into a bun. My hair now made me look like a toilet brush with how short and spikey it is.
“It doesn’t matter what I believe, Blair. But we do know I’m right about some things, you survived without that stupid drip bag. You didn’t want to believe that either.”
I look at my arm where the connection tube had been, a lovely giant purple bruise still lingered on my arm, though it was shrinking day by day and part of it had turned a putrid green colour. Humans were so feeble and I was one now. I couldn’t be reckless anymore.
“That was the worst night of my life.” I mutter
“But you survived, just like I said you would.”
“I thought I was going to die!”
Sammie gives me a lopsided grin. “So dramatic. Though I’m still waiting to hear more about this half sister of yours.”
Apparently I had muttered something about Neah when I was in excruciating pain and blacking out. Sammie had asked me a couple of times since but I always shut down. It might be a different story if I met her under different circumstances.
She pours me a glass of juice and sets it in front of me. “Blair, I’m going to ask you something and I don’t need you losing your shit over it, but want
I do want the truth.” She takes a
deep breath, “Was Cooper holding you because you did something to your half sister?”
“No.”
“Blair, don’t lie to me. I’m trying to help you out.”
“It wasn’t because of her. In fact he didn’t even know she was my sister, not at first. He would have if he had met her.”
“That’s all I need to know.”
“Seriously? Why don’t you want to know more?”
“It’s not about what I want to know, it’s about you telling me the truth.”
“Would you have even known if I lied?” I ask curiously
“You’re human now, of course I would have.”
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As the fire. It a warm glow to the bin Sis, Sammie lights the small sitting room and I decide er.
the bullet and tell her. S
“My half sister’s name is Neah Kitson. She is the female Lycan Alpha.” I mumble, staring into the orange flames.