Filed to story: When the Moon Hatched Book
“This is richer, little morsel.” She waves the bangle at me, her face carving into the most terrifying smile I’ve ever seen.
“Just.”
I grind my teeth together, surprised they don’t shatter. “You can also have the catch chain on the bangle. I don’t need that.”
I think.
Her chest shakes with a haunting shriek that slowly tapers off before she garnishes me with a gleeful stare. “Deal.”
A warm, prickly wave of relief washes over me.
She plucks the chain free before throwing me the bangle. I catch it, my three-legged chair toppling onto the ground without my weight keeping it vertical.
I toss the m?lmr at her, and she snags it by the string, dangles it from her wrist, then flicks the tiny chain into her mouth like a grain of sand. Shrill crunching ensues, and I picture teeth cracking. Her eyes widen so much I think they might all pop out of her head and pepper the pile of memory-excrement coiled on the ground by her nest.
She stops midchew, releasing another clamorous laugh. “Oh … you are a naughty little morsel, aren’t you?”
Ice snaps through my veins.
I clamp the bangle around my wrist. “Don’t remember using it. Just remember what it does.”
“Interesting,” she murmurs, followed by another jarring tip of her head while she chews.
Crunch.
Crunch.
Crunch.
“Does my little morsel want to know its secrets?”
“Pass,” I say, watching her pull a thread from one of her right palms—so much brighter than any other draped across the cavern’s ceiling. “Definite pass.”
“Such pretty, pretty secrets,” she purrs, her words pinching my nerves.
Think it’s time I get the fuck out of here.
Shaking off the tension climbing my spine, I drag my chair back to the pile, passing her a dubious stare. “You’re not going to eat me on my way out, are you?”
Hard to say, but I think she frowns. “Course not, little morsel. I don’t eat those I strike bargains with. Only the ones I don’t.”
“And how many have you struck bargains with?”
Still dragging the bright thread from her palm, she rubs her chin with a spare hand, appearing to think long and hard. “Six,” she announces, lifting Pah’s m?lmr to her nose and drawing another deep sniff. “Including you.”
“Right.” I glance at the steadily growing pile of slurpy string glowing brighter than a Moonplume egg. “Lucky me.”
I give her a wave she doesn’t appear to notice, too transfixed on her task. Or maybe she does and she just doesn’t care?
Probably the latter.
I move around the piles of trash, arm heavy with the bangle I once won from a deeply troubled Mindweft who claimed she knew how to speak the language of Aether. That she’d studied the Book of Voyd in length and knew the secret to our insignificant existence.
She told me the bangle would serve me in two ways. That both would be painful but necessary.
Don’t remember the first, so can’t speak for that.
Probably won’t want to remember the second, either.
He came back.
He didn’t explain why he’d left, nor did I ask, nor admit how much I’d missed him.
Too much.
Like one of my ribs had been snapped free, leaving an ache right over my heart.
He had a fresh scar on his arm—the one he uses to strum. He was also wearing a necklace. A long braided piece of leather attached to a flat, circular pendant. A silver Moonplume and a reddish-black Sabersythe bound together, their jagged and sweeping bits fitting against each other.
From what I understand, only one Sabersythe has silver scales, and she lives in Gondragh. Nobody has been able to get close enough to climb on her back and attempt to tame her—and honestly, I hope they never do.
I ate my meal in silence, watching Kaan play his instrument with that pendant hanging proudly against his chest …
Wondering.
I wanted to touch it. Weigh it in my palm. Ask him where it came from. All things that are absolutely none of my business.
If he caught me looking at it, he didn’t let on or even lift his stare from his strings—not that he ever does.
Normally.
When he began playing “Song of the Silent Sun,” I closed my eyes and sang, getting lost in the tune and his sturdy, comforting presence. So when the song finished and I opened my eyes, I certainly didn’t expect to see him staring at me.
For a long moment, we sat there watching each other, unspeakable truths thrumming between us, more palpable than the pluck or strum of his chords.
Something I’d never felt before fluttered through my belly and up into my chest. Like I had a fluffy sowmoth caged beneath my ribs, dusting me in its powder and lighting me up from the inside out.
Pulled toward him like I was caught in a current I had no interest in fighting against, I’d risen.
Edged closer.
He was stone still as I pushed aside my veil and leaned close, so desperate to know what his lips felt like. If they were smooth and warm like I’d imagined them to be.
I brushed against him—featherlight.
It was barely a touch, but it ripped a hole in my perception of the world and bared the guts of a whole new version of existence …
Bigger.
Brighter.
Happier.
I wanted to stay right there forever, caught on that quiet yet clamorous threshold, my heart pounding so hard and fast I was certain my chest was cracking open.
I knew it was wrong. That I was breaking a thousand rules. But how could something so wrong feel so fucking right?
He cupped my face with such tenderness it was like he was cradling a dragon’s egg, and I nuzzled his palm. Found so much comfort in it that I wanted to stay right there.
Forever.
Then he asked me what I wanted, and I told him my truth. One three-letter word that weighed too much, being promised to his kin.
You.
I pulled away with the key in my hand, just unlocking the door when he gripped me from behind, swung me around, ripped off my veil, and kissed me with such ravenous intention I lost myself.
Found myself.
It was the kiss of someone who wanted to give me everything. Take nothing. Yet I gave him my whole heart anyway. Realized it was rightfully his.
That it had been for some time.
I was about to drag him down to the far corner of the hutch where there’s a pile of hay Sl?tra has no interest in, but then someone came running down the hall, requesting his help on an urgent matter.