Filed to story: A Girl Nobody Wanted Book by SansaR
“What are these?” Luke asked.
“Those are some letters written by Andrew to Lilly,” I said.
“Then it might be useful. Let’s take photos of the letters and put the letters back to drawers.” Luke suggested.
So we did that, and we went out of Andrew’s house. We walked together to the place where we had parked our cars. It was nearly one kilometer away from Andrew’s home. We both were utterly silent… Luke got into his car first. I didn’t want to let him go…
I wanted to ask him the meaning of the kiss he gave me since we came out of the wardrobe. But I couldn’t gather up the courage…
But when he was about to leave, I decided to ask without waiting anymore.
“What is the meaning of that kiss?” I asked, peeping to his face from the opened shutter.
“It means what a normal kiss would mean?” he replied without looking at me.
What does that mean? I felt so nervous and confused.
“Please, Luke… Don’t make me go mad…” I said in a pleading voice.
Then he looked at me… Our eyes met each other… His eyes were shining… He looked so damn handsome…
“I don’t know how it will go, but I want to have a relationship with you, Shane…” he said, making me the happiest man on the Earth!
Sarah’s
POV
After my date with Andrew, he dropped me home. The date went well, he didn’t try to make any move on me. It was mostly like two friends hanging together. He said we have to get to know each other well. Actually, he knows many things about me, but I literally
didn’t know anything about him.
I was cautious not to make any mistakes and not to let him know about our plan. Also, I was on alert if he says anything that can be useful for us. I know what I was doing is evil. He trusts me and loves me, but I am totally cheating on him. But he had left me no options. I just wish he will turn to a better person soon, and I can stop this awful act.
Shane was there when I come home. His face was glowing, and the happiness in his eyes was hard to ignore…
“What happened? Did you find anything?” I asked.
“Not that much… But I have to tell you something else…” he dragged me to his room.
What is wrong with him? Whatever he has to tell, it must be happy news.
“Luke said he wants to start a relationship with me!” he said as soon as we entered his room. I was astonished for a second…
Then next second, my eyes started to fill with happy tears…
“Oh, my God!!!!” I hugged him, screaming.
“I am so happy for both of you… I knew Luke will understand you one day.” I said.
“So… Tell me what happened?” I asked, breaking the hug.
Then he explained to me what happened… I was smiling while listening to him.
I can’t remember a day, I smiled that happily recently.
“This is the most wonderful news I have heard after a long time, Shane… You both deserve each other…” I said.
“I don’t know if I deserve someone perfect like Luke. But I am going to try my best.” Shane said.
“I have no doubts, you two will have a happy life together,”
“Not just two of us, you will also have a wonderful life with Jake. We will do everything we can to make sure that.” Shane said assuringly.
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Shane gave me the photos he took.
Those were letters written by Andrew to his beloved Lilly, but not when she was alive!
Therefore, those letters were more like a diary, but he was just saying his feelings to Lilly. In the first few letters, it was all about how much life has become hard for him after her death. Honestly speaking, my eyes were also filled with tears when reading his words. In one letter he has written, “I can’t live without you…I want to come to you, my angel. But how can I leave my mom? ” his words clearly indicates how much he loves his mom and Lilly… I don’t know how such a sensitive person could become this cruel? He has written another letter, on the day he first came to our university.
“I never thought I would find someone who can move my heart ever again. I was stunned by how much she resembles you, my angel. She is so charm and beautiful in her own way, just like you. I think I have started to love her… I feel like you came to my life again…” he has written… I am sure after finishing these letters, I am going to feel guilty more than I can endure…
There were a few more letters he wrote after meeting me. In all of them, he was explaining how much he loves me and how much he hates Jake because I am in an affair with him…
“Why he gets everything in life, everything I wish to have, he has all of them…” in one letter he has mentioned…
Poor Andrew!
On the day we went to Jake’s dad’s birthday party also he has written a letter.
“She looked like an angel… I felt so bad to make her sad, but do I have any other option? I can’t let him have her as well…” he has written.
I feel you, Andrew. I really can understand your feelings, but don’t you think it is unfair to separate us to get what you want.
I quickly went through the rest of the letters, in most of them, he was trying to justify his actions.
His last letter was written after Jake’s accident.
“She is helpless. She agreed to marry me because she loves Jake so much. I think after getting married, she will understand me, and change… Anyway, I am happy I don’t have blood in my hands, yet I could get what I want…”
What did he mean by no blood in his hands? Was he trying to kill Jake? Since Jake’s life is secured, he thinks he doesn’t have blood in his hands…
You are wrong, Andrew… My Jake suffered that much because of you, his blood is clearly in your hands… Indeed I sympathize with you. Life was so cruel for you, but you have no right to act like this…
Keeping the phone down, I released a sigh… We couldn’t get basically anything from his house, so what should we do now? This is complicated than I ever thought.
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Our university vacation period was also over, and lectures started…