Filed to story: The Girl He Craves Book by Demiah
I sneacked a glance his way and noticed he had bent Rena’s back while she whined on him. Yet his gaze was still on me, watching me like a hawk. A very pissed off hawk
Smirking, I bent over too, my hands on my knees as I rolled my hips. Carson groans, shifting as he tries to keep up with me.
I felt Carson begin to grow stiff and I grew uncomfortable. But even that didn’t stop me from dancing to irritate Aiden even more.
I straightened my spine and continued to sway my hips as my fingers trail between my breasts while my eyes stay glued to Aiden’s. His jaw ticks.
Suddenly Rena yelps and moves away from Aiden, her hand quickly going to hold her waist where he held moments ago. “What the hell Aiden?” She barks and storms away from him. Aiden doesn’t bother to go after her, no he storms away but not before shooting me and Carson a furious death stare.
Smirking in triumph that I won the jealousy battle I turned around to talk to Carson. “Hey I think I need to find somewhere quiet to rest for a little. Kind of need to get away from the stench of alcohol and sweat” Carson nods, his eyes gleaming. “I’ll come with you.” He says and I nod. It would be a good idea to go with him since there were drunken teenage boys everywhere.
Carson grabs a hold of my hand and leads me away from the dance floor and upstairs. I wanted to protest and say that I just wanted to go outside but I don’t.
I trusted Carson and I knew he would never hurt me.
So I let him lead me to an empty room and when he closed the door the sound from downstairs gets a bit fainter. My eardrums cry in relief.
“Oh that’s so much better.” I sighed and turned around to walk towards the window.
The room was dark but the glow of the moon shoot through the curtains enough to light up the room with a soft glow.
My fingers brushed against the thin white curtain when I felt Carson’s presence behind me. “I didn’t know you could dance like that Soph.” He groaned just inches behind me since I could feel his body heat. “I didn’t know I could either,” I admitted with a nervous giggle.
You see even though I trusted Carson, I knew he was still a hot blooded male. And I did recall feeling his stiff cock rubbing against my bottom.
Remembering the feeling had me shivering but not in a good way.
When I felt his front pressing against my back I stiffen. I know it was normal for couples to engage in acts like this but I wasn’t ready. I still had yet to see him as more than a friend.
I try to relax, especially when he turns me around to face him. “You’re absolutely perfect Sophie.”
Before I could respond 10 his compliment, Carson’s lips are already on mine.
I try to not pull away as he slowly starts to kiss me. This shouldn’t be weird. He is my boyfriend. This should be easy, I shouldn’t feel repulsed and guilty
Carson’s hands land on my back his heat seeping through the material of my black little dress. But even that didn’t make me shiver.
He groans in my mouth and his longue licks a trail on my bottom lip. I opened my mouth reluctantly to let him in. I wanted to try to see if he could coax my heart and body to give up to hun.
But as his tongue slipped against mine, the more disgusted i felt Carson wasn’t a terrible kisser. In fact, he was a good one.
It was just, he doesnt awaken the fre feeling I get when Aiden kisses me He doesn’t make me want more.
One of Carson’s hands landed on my thigh and started to trail upwards, i froze. This doesn’t feel good.
I pulled away from Carson and whispered. ‘Stop’
His hand froze just inches from my core. I fought the urge to move his hand away myself.
“What’s wrong?’ He asked, slowly peeling his hand away from my skin.
I was so stupid to think that the more time I spend with Carson, I’ll magically fall for him. But it doesn’t work that way apparently.
I shook my head and take a step back. “I don’t want to go this far, I admitted and looked for a way to let him down easily.
Carson stays quiet for a bit and I wondered if I had upset him. ‘Of course you don’t.’ He snorted seconds after a minute of silence.
“What?” I asked, wanting him to elaborate especially when I sensed the anger swirling in his tone.
“Of course you don’t want me to fuck you, yet you willingly open your legs to your bully.’ He hisses under his breath. ‘Think I didn’t notice that you were trying to make him jealous on the dancefloor!”
I flinched at his words, feeling them like a punch to the face. “I’m your boyfriend, I have the right to
“Nothing!’ I snarl finally finding my voice. “You have the right to nothing! I choose if I want to give someone my body. And I said I don’t want to! Respect my decision!”
I sidestep him and started for the door. And to think I thought he was better than Aiden. He was just as bad. “Take me home Carson. I no longer feel the need to ‘party’. ‘I snapped, my hand on the door and swinging it open.
Sophie’s pov
I had ignored Carson the entire ride home and when he dropped me off, I didn’t care to tell him goodbye.
Ingrid had instantly noticed my mood and had cursed Carson for being a douche even though she didn’t know what he had done or said to me. I reassured her that I was fine and it was nothing and went to my room to sleep.
Now it was the next day and I was ignoring Carson. Mali realized something was off and asked me about it
I told her we were just going through a rough patch. What she didn’t know was that I was looking for a way to break up with Carson without hurting him.
I know what he had said to me last night didn’t call for me to be cautious with breaking up with him, if anything I should just cut the chain off, rip the bandaid off. But I was a good person. As good of a person to lie to him.
I was at least trying to be a good person.
So what I did do was avoid him at all cost today and ignore him when he tried to call me. I needed space to think and he wasn’t helping.
A part of me knew that I was only avoiding him because I was still shocked that he said those words to me last night. A part of me couldn’t comprehend how a nice guy like Carson could say such mean stuff to me.
“I’m off to therapy.” Mila sighed as she drops me off in the detention room. Mr. Gray wasn’t here yet.
Call you later?” I said and looked at her.
She nods with a smile. “Definitely.”
And then her eyes roamed over my face. “Are you going to avoid Carson forever Soph?” She asked softly as if treading on something that could shatter at any moment.
I looked away and shrugged.
‘What the hell happened at that party, Sophie? The guy looks miserable while you look sad.’ Mila says with curiosity in her voice.
How can I explain this to Mila without her putting two and two together? How can I avoid mentioning Aiden? It was impossible.
I blinked the light sting in my eyes and turned to face her. “I did something terrible Mila.” I admitted. Sleeping with Aiden wasn’t really a bad thing, it was just now a bad thing that I had developed feelings for him.
Feelings I knew were there before he even kissed me.
Mila looks at me questionably and in worry since she noticed my uncalm demeanor.
She’s about to respond to me, perhaps ask me questions when Mr. Gray’s presence nears us. ‘Chop chop, Mila. You can’t be here.” He warned and looked at me with a stern look
Inside Mrs. Bell He demanded, Mila and I said our goodbyes quickly but I noted how her eyes told me that she would find out what terrible thing I had done
I sighed and settled myself on the chai Seconds later the door is pried open and Aiden walks in with his bag strap on one of his shoulders.
He greets no one and just strolled in
“The door Mr. Xavier.” Mr. Gray says in annoyance.
Aiden rolled his eyes. “I’m too far now. You get it.” He grumbles lowly. “Lazy ass.”
“What did you say Mr. Xavier?!” Mr. Gray demanded as he looked at Aiden’s back in suspicion.