Filed to story: A Girl Nobody Wanted Book by SansaR
“Can’t you see this is food,” he said bitterly.
“Yes, I know… But why?” I asked again.
“For you to eat…” he said plainly.
“But I got food…”I said, showing him the sandwich I bought.
“People need to eat something healthy, other than a fu**ing sandwich every day,” he yelled at me.
My eyes widened. So he bought all this for me because he wants me to eat healthy food? He worked all-dominating and took me here, just to serve me a healthy meal. My poor Jake… He doesn’t need to go through all these troubles. “Jake… I have no words to express… But you really didn’t need to go through this trouble.” I said with a warm heart that filled with gratitude and love for him.
“How can this be trouble? You are the person I love. Anything I do for you is never troubling me.” he said, looking right into my eyes.
“I know you spend most of the days with a sandwich, or somedays even without that. I wish I could buy your meal every day. But unfortunately I cannot, and I know you will never let me do that every day. So I thought, why I don’t try it on a few random days.” he added with a small smile.
“How much do you concern about me?” I asked, while my eyes filled with tears. I spent all my life with people who didn’t give a s**t about whether I ate or not. Most of the days, they just threw away food without letting me eat.
“Hey!! Please don’t cry… Be a good girl and eat now.” he said, gently wiping out tears from my cheeks.
It took me a few minutes to calm down and stop crying. He just stayed there, caressing my head softly.
Then we both started eating. The food was delicious. I ate until I felt like I am going to throw up.
“What you discussed that interestingly with him earlier?” he asked out of nowhere when I was helping him clean the stuff.
Well… I was expecting that question from him, but not now…
“You mean, Mr. Patterson?” I asked.
He nodded his head nervously.
“He is preparing the content for our psychology lecture series next semester. He is going to have discussions with a few students before finalizing the content. He wanted to check whether I am willing to help with that.”I explained. “Why he chose you to ask that?” he groaned.
“I met him yesterday too. So he kind of knows me now.” I said.
“Met you yesterday? Where? He came in yesterday evening.”
“Yes… Yesterday when I was going to the lecture hall, I bumped into him. That made all the books on my hand fell down. Then he helped me collecting them. He introduced himself to me by that time. After that, I showed him the Dean’s office.” I explained to him everything.
Jake was staring at me, with his face clenched. He looked angry and worried at the same time.
“Why the hell, you always bump into someone. Can’t you see properly? What the hell is wrong with you?” he yelled at me. I didn’t expect him to be this furious.
“I didn’t do it on purpose, Jake. I was… I was totally out of my mind after that… kiss…” I managed to say after stuttering.
“That doesn’t give you an excuse to bump into people, Sarah…” he said, holding me from shoulders.
“I am sorry…” I said, looking down.
“Just stay away from him…” he said firmly.
“What? He… You can’t be serious, right? I understand you don’t like me being close with other guys, but he is a lecturer!!! When he asked me to help him with something, I just can’t refuse it.” I said a bit angrily.
“Sarah… I am not a fu**ing psycho to restrict you from talking with other guys. I indeed wish I can keep you just to my self. But I am not insane. I know you need to have friends and you need to help lecturers. Build positive relationships with people. But just not with this guy… You can support him with whatever the s**t he asked for. But do not ever let him get more close to you.” he said furiously.
“I don’t think he needs to get close to one of his students either,” I replied annoyingly. Mr. Patterson seems to be a nice person. I couldn’t understand why Jake acts like this.
“You don’t know about him, Sarah… You know nothing!” he screamed.
“Maybe I don’t know about him, but do you know about him? You don’t know even much as I do.” I said in the same tone as his.
“I know him far better than you think,” he said, looking away.
“What do you mean? You know him before he came here.” I asked with surprise.
“I… I… I don’t know him before that. But I know guys like him because I am a guy too.”
“Sarah, Please understand. What I meant by staying away from him is, don’t let him originate any kind of a relationship other than a usual teacher-student one. I mean not even a friendship.” he said again, holding me from my shoulders.
His eyes were focussing on mine like he was trying to look through to my soul, and let me feel him. I couldn’t see even a bit of jealousy in those extraordinarily handsome pair of eyes. Instead, they were filled with love and concern. He is concern about me. He is worried about me. My poor babe…
“You don’t have to worry about that, Jake. I will never let him get into something like that. I know my limits.” I said, putting my hands around him and keeping my head on his firm chest.
“This world is so cruel, Sarah. You are like an innocent little doe. It is my responsibility to protect you. I will do that even if you don’t want me to do so because you are mine…” he said, gently raising my head up and placing his lips on mine.
I didn’t want to run away from him as yesterday… Instead, I wish I could be like this forever.
His lips felt so hot and cozy on mine. I never thought having someone else’s lips on mine would feel this great. Our kiss started as a gentle touch, but we both were fully immersed in the divine feeling we both were experiencing. Our kiss grew into a much romantic, intense kiss. He was caressing my head and neck from both of his hands, and my hands were caressing his hair. We both were like in our own little world, forgetting the rest of the world.
God!!! How a simple kiss could feel this satisfying? Maybe when you are with the right person, you feel it that way…
I spent the rest of the day like I was in a dream. I could still taste the sweetness of his lips on mine, an
lips? Life is totally unpredictable. One thing that we thought, impossible to happen would become a n In the night when I was just lying down on my bed, he called me.
“How are you, princess?” his deep, warm voice raised from the other side.
“I haven’t been this good since I can remember,” I said, smiling.
“Same here, Sarah… Today is a dream that came true… ” his voice was highly excited.
“How many dreams we have, Jake? Would we be able to make all of them come true?”
“Of course, princess. We can and we should. I will never let any of our dreams fade away.” he said bold “Hmmm…”
“Why? Don’t you believe me?” he asked.
“Oh, no! I believe in you even more than I believe in my self. I am yet to know a lot of things, and they “Don’t worry, Sarah. Those things you don’t know, I will never let them destroy our dreams. I promise After that, we were just talking about some random stuff for some time.
“Sarah, I forgot to tell you. We are going to be super busy in the coming few days. We have a match wi “Ah! It is going to be a tough match, isn’t it?” I asked because the victoria university team is the main “Of course. That is why we need to do our best. We have planned to change our strategies a bit too.” “That’s good.”