Filed to story: A Girl Nobody Wanted Book by SansaR
“Yeah… I am such a fool. You must be sleeping right now… Good night princess. Sweet dreams”
I smiled happily reading his texts. How nice it would be to wake up to this every morning?
“Good morning… I fell to sleep. Medicines are pretty strong I guess. But you know I had no pain at all, I slept like a baby” I sent him.
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After preparing the food, I went into my room and spend the whole day inside. Mom had no idea I was home, so I could just stay without any trouble.
He texted me from time to time all day. Checking if I ate, took medicine if I have any pains. He is so sweet and caring.
“I am going out for some time. won’t be able to check on you until like 7. But I have sent you something. check your email” he texted me around 4 pm. Yeah… you are going out I know that… It’s their practice time.
I opened my mail account to see what he has sent me. I got a few emails on offers and stuff and yeah there it is… a new email from ‘sinceyoudontknowme@gmailcom’. What a funny email address, how he even came up with this?
I opened his email.
Dear Sarah,
I want you to feel you actually went for the lectures. So I guess just giving you some notes would not be sufficient. Go to below links they have the full videos of all the three lectures. Hope this would be useful. Yours whatEverTheName You Gave Me.
PS: I really want to know what is the name you have given me. Can you please tell me?
I laughed at his last line of the email. Crazy!!!
I quickly clicked the links. I couldn’t even believe it. He has uploaded the video of the full lecture. The audio was so clear and Video also was in really good quality. Did he really shoot this with his phone? Can we do this quality video from phones? Wait!! he doesn’t go to the lectures, so how he got these? Did he ask someone to do this for him? or did he go to the lecture today just because of me…
I really wish I could ask this from him. But it will indirectly say that I have an idea who he is?
I couldn’t keep on watching the video as tears clouded my eyes. This is one of the sweetest and most caring things one has done for me. A few days earlier, I had nobody to even give me a lecture note, but now all of sudden there is a handsome, kind young man getting the whole lecture videoed for me…
Every day, you do something that makes my heart fell love with you over and over again… If you keep on doing sweet things like this I don’t know I will be able to resist my self from running to your arms when we meet randomly at a corridor in the faculty…
Rest of the days went almost trouble free. Mom got a job, in the middle of the week. That was a great relief for me. I didn’t have to lock my self up in the room all day. I could watch TV, prepare something nice for me to eat and enjoy sick leaves after all. During these few days, he became so much closer to me. We were like talking always. Our talk was not anymore limited to day to day stuff, we talked a lot about other crazy stuff. Our childhood imaginations, our weirdest thoughts about society and so much more. Our modes of communication also got extended. We email each other quite a lot, long email threads discussing subject related matters and other academic stuff. I was totally amazed by the comprehensive knowledge he has on this stuff. After all, he must be really focusing on his studies though he hardly goes to any of the lectures.
We also started chatting in WhatsApp. I preferred it mostly since it was much more economical than normal texting.
But we didn’t forget normal texting as well.
Whatever the medium we used, they seem to take us so close to each other from word to word. We could really understand how each other think, what we like and what we dislike.
People normally fell in love once they understand each other and realize they have a lot in common, don’t they? I just asked guys, I have no experience after all.
Anyway, in our story, I basically knew nothing about him. But I fell in love with him, for the simple fact of he cares about me when nobody does. However, making me one of the luckiest on the Earth, the person I blindly fell in love with, turned out to have the same level of thinking as me. We do really have a lot in common. When I text with him, I felt like I am just talking with my self. Our thoughts matched to that extend most of the time.
However there was a couple of time, I acted like a total i***t without realizing what he was telling and embarrassed my self to death. Most especially at one time, I did one hell of a stupid thing and it ended in a totally unexpected way.
It happened on the 5th day I stayed home. We were just chatting about some random stuff on WhatsApp, he suddenly said “Send me a photo”
I was freaked out and almost dropped my phone down. A photo? What photo? What kind of a photo?
I know couples normally exchange their photos. But aren’t they mostly that… that sort of photos? So what does he really want? Is he asking for me…. No… no… it cannot be…
We are not even a couple, right? Yes, he said I love you, but didn’t he ask me to forget everything the next moment and demanded to stay as friends?
“A Photo” after typed and deleted more than 20 messages I typed and sent the dumbest thing that came to my mind.
“Yeah, a photo. Why is that something bad to ask for?”
Bad… it defines with your thoughts….
“wait!!! Wait!!! I got it. You thought that I asked you to send nudes right? :p :p :p :p” I felt like he was giggling to my ear.
I blushed my ear to ear. I wanted to dig a pit and bury my self and never get up again.
“What NO!!! I didn’t think so. Are you crazy?” I replied immediately, while my heart was yelling at me, that I actually thought so for a second.
“I haven’t seen you in 5 days. So just want to see your face. But it seems you have other thoughts…:p :p :p”
“I didn’t have any other thoughts right.”
“Oh really? But you sounded like you had other thoughts”
“How you even know what I sound like from just one word?”
“Oh, baby… I know everything… so can you send me a photo of your face and if you wish, you can send whatever the other photos you just thought of taking as well ;)”
You jerk!!! I am going to hit your handsome face until it turns bloody red like a ripe tomato. He is teasing me… The only way to stop him was by sending him a photo.
I ran to the bathroom and washed my face applying a huge amount of face wash. After carefully dried my face, I release my messy bun and started to disentangle my stupid messy hair.
I looked at myself in the mirror. I had no makeup to apply. So my face looked dried and unnourished as usual but it was a bit presentable than before. I wish I had an angelic face like most of the other girls in my batch. No matter what time of the day, they always look flawless. Anyway, I have to live with what I have got right?
I took a selfie and sent him.
For a few minutes, there was no reply. I know I am not pretty, but can’t he just say something nice? I put a lot of effort to take that damn selfie after all. I pouted to the phone.
It was now almost 30 minutes. What the hell is he doing without saying anything? I was anxiously waiting, tapping the phone with my fingers.
“Are you sleepy?” exactly after 35 minutes he replied. What the hell… are you kidding me? Don’t you get anything else to say you fool??
I didn’t reply to him. Instead, I silent my phone and went to sleep. I was really pissed off. I deserve to hear something nice from him right? When boys tell their girlfriends they are the most beautiful in the whole world, do they really mean it? No right? It is just a sweet way of expressing love. Why this fool can’t even understand that?
I will never ever send any photo to him, I swore to myself a thousand times.
Next day morning when I woke up, the first thing I did was check my phone. Two new messages. You better have told something nice…
“Hey!!! You slept”
“I think you did… good night princess… sweet dreams…”