Filed to story: Tangled in Moonlight Unshifted Novel by Lenaleia
I nod, my fingers tangling in Selene’s fur as I try to quell the rising anxiety in my chest. “It’s a risk,” I admit, my voice barely above a whisper. “But it might be our only chance to get some answers.”
Vanessa meets my gaze, her eyes filled with a mixture of concern and determination. “I don’t like the idea of putting in danger, Ava. But I understand the need for answers.” She sighs, running a hand through her hair. “Let me think a little more. I think this might work, but there are different things to consider…”
Her voice trails off as she paces again, clearly deep in thought.
“Thank you, Vanessa. I know this isn’t an easy situation.”
Distracted by her plotting, she tosses me a vague smile. “Nothing about this is easy, Ava. But we’ll figure it out. I’m not sure how we’ll…”
Her voice trails off again as she begins to mutter.
I think she has a solid plan, Selene pipes up. The only issue will be getting our hands on something that will knock your mother out.
I shake my head slightly. Even if we do that, her wolf can always tell her about you. Then the danger is still there. She can mind link with anyone still in the pack, and if they can get word back…
Selene goes silent, just in time for my phone to ring.
The jarring melody blares out of my phone, startling me nearly out. of my skin.
Selene’s ears flick as I grab it, seeing Lucas’ name flash across the screen. Both butterflies and dread swim through me; butterflies, because it’s Lucas.
Dread, because I’m hiding things from him again.
“Hello?”
“I miss you.”
?
His greeting is so him, and my lips curl up immediately. “I miss you, too.”
“Are you okay? Hurt anywhere?”
Of course, he knows about the riot. “I’m fine. Not hurt at all. Everyone kept me safe.”
When he sighs, I can imagine his face, how his brows furrow as he inspects me. “I wish you hadn’t come outside.”
“I held my own, though, didn’t I?” There’s a little pride in my voice over that.
“So I hear. It would have been better if you weren’t in danger, though.”
Vanessa’s stopped pacing to stare out the window, still in thought. Selene flops into my lap, and I scratch behind her ears absently. “You can’t shelter me
“I should be able to.”
It’s weird, the way his words both warm my heart and send my hackles up. “I’m not a child, Lucas.
“I never said you were, Ava.” Immediately into that soothing tone. He’s always trying to calm me down, and for some reason that makes me even more a
He’s always going to be protective of his mate, Selene murmurs, The begrudging approval in her voice helps soothe that vague restless feeling inside of me.
“I know. I’m sorry.” Focusing on the soft feel of Selene’s fur beneath my hands, I force myself to relax. It’s Lucas. He’s done so much for me, and yet I’m
With that thought in mind, the words come out before I realize.
“I have an idea, and you’re going to hate it.”
Shit.
The phone goes dead for a few seconds, and I close my eyes.
May as well tell him now.
“Selene and I are going to try talking to Mom’s wolf. She might be more willing to give us any information we need.”
The silence continues.
“Selene is strong enough to force a-“
“I’m flying over there Lucas interrupts me with a grim note in his voice I’ve never heard before.
My heart falters a little. “You can’t. You have so much to do there.
Leaving in this situation…”
“My mate is trying to do crazy bullshit again, and you expect me to stay here and let you do it?”
Iyank the phone away from my ear, my eyes wide as Lucas’ fury lashes through the speaker. What the hell? My heart races, confusion and shock warrin
“Lucas, wait, let me explain. Selene is strong enough to-“
“It’s time for you to grow up and realize you’re in too much danger to be doing anything like this. I’ve given in to you too many times. What are you going
His words hit me like a punch to the gut, and I physically recoil, curling in on myself. Selene growls low in her throat, hackles rising as she glares at the phone.
Tears prick at my eyes, but anger flares hot on their heels. I straighten my spine, gritting my teeth. “I’m not under your control, Lucas.”
“Bullshit. You can’t keep yourself out of trouble for one goddamn second! How long have you been in Blackwood? And there’s already a riot on your fron
“That’s not fair! I’m trying to help Lisa, or have you forgotten about her?” My voice rises with each word, trembling with barely leashed emotions. This isn take care of it?
“By ignoring your safety? How did that go for you? I gave in to you and there was an entire massacre on pack lands, Ava. Do you know how many familie
Bile rises in my throat. “I thought we were safe on pack grounds. I never would have asked if I knew…”
“You know now,” he cuts in harshly. “You know now. And you’re aware of how much effort I’m making in trying to get Lisa back, even when she isn’t my p
“I don’t trust you? I told you my secrets.” Blinking away tears as rapidly as they fill my eyes, I struggle to keep my voice even. “You have no idea how hard it was to do that.”
“You might trust me with secrets, but you don’t trust me to bring Lisa back. Or that I’m doing things with your best interest in mind. You don’t think about me, and the brained fucking scheme-“o
“You can’t stop me from trying to help my best friend, especially if you won’t even listen to me!”
“I am listening, but you’re being blind to your situation. It’s too dangerous, Ava. I’m trying to protect you!”
“I don’t need you to treat me like glass! I can handle myself.” Even as I say the words, doubt coils in my stomach. Can I really? I’ve never proven that.
The vampire didn’t kidnap me, but he got Lisa.
That’s not a win, no matter how you look at it.
Lucas scoffs, a harsh sound that crackles through the phone. “Right. Because your past has proven that you can take risks like this without something te
His words are like a slap, stinging and brutal. I can’t breathe past the lump in my throat, hot tears spilling down my cheeks. A small, broken sound escapes me before I can stop it. “If all you’re going to do is yell at me, I’m ha
Selene nuzzles against my hand, her ears flat against her head.
“Ava, wait-“
I hit the button, cutting off his words. The phone tumbles from my numb fingers, bouncing on the bed. I wrap my arms around myself, hunching over as s
Selene whines, pressing close and nosing at my hands. He’s just worried, Ava. He let his fear control his words.
“He’s right though, isn’t he? I’m a walking disaster.” The words are bitter on my tongue, voiced on a shuddering exhale.
No. Selene’s voice is fierce in my mind. You’re not a disaster. Having powerful enemies does not mean you’re a disaster.
I want to believe her, but Lucas’ accusations ring in my ears, insidious and haunting. Am I really so blind? So thoughtless in my actions?
Vanessa sits beside me, tentatively resting a hand on my shoulder. “Ava? Are you okay?”
I shake my head, not trusting my voice. She sighs, rubbing soothing circles on my back. We sit in silence for a long moment, my sniffles the only sound i