Filed to story: When the Moon Hatched Book
A breath shudders into me.
Hock’s screams start fierce and frantic before tapering into a gurgled groan as his throat is severed in messy, bone-grinding increments, plumes of blood ribboning down his jerking chest like a ruddy aurora.
His body drops. Head stays.
Something warm slips from my eyes. Drips down my cheeks.
Kaan steps over Hock’s motionless mass and stalks toward me, chewing up the space between us. Still fisting Hock’s hair as the world begins to split and sway.
Split and sway.
Kaan reaches me, teeth bared, his ravaged chest leaking blood. He lumps Hock’s head on the ground before my low dais, and I feel that same weight thump within me, a choked sound wriggling past my trembling lips.
I drop my stare, taking in the rough, weeping sever of flesh around Hock’s neck, his wide-open eyes. His mouth caught in a perpetual scream I’m certain I’ll never stop hearing. The very reason I snip their breath.
Kaan drops into my line of sight like a crouching dragon, having just proved he’s every bit capable of being the monster I thought he was. But right now, I feel only cold, plunging relief.
I cast a noose around the delicate, vulnerable feeling. Hang it from one of my ribs where I can look at its rotting corpse whenever I feel my heart doing the fluttering thing it’s doing right now. Because that’s what happens when I get attached in any way at all.
Death.
I look into Kaan’s devastating eyes, a darkness toiling within the fiery depths that’s so unhinged it brings me a strange sense of calm. Makes me feel a little less alone in this fucked-up world.
I lift his m?lmr and drag the leather loop over my head, settling the heavy carving between my breasts.
That darkness deepens.
Boldens.
A rumbling sound boils in his chest, planting a seed of ease in me even as my world sways with so much violence my entire body flops with the motion.
He catches me, lifts me.
Tucks me close to his chest.
Then his steps are thumping, thumping …
Or perhaps that’s Rygun’s wings.
I become quietly aware of the shadow. The wind. Of the fierce, feral roar that tears at the air, and the fact that we’re likely leaving.
I settle my hand on Kaan’s chest, finding comfort in the heavy pound of his heart, my eyes prying open just in time to see a silver smudge clawing up the crater’s side.
Leaving.
Something else I decide not to assess too closely, certain that line of thought can only lead to more pain.
Suffering.
Loss.
“Moonbeam.”
“Hmm …”
“Please don’t scare me like that again.”
Scare?
What a nice thing to say.
“You shouldn’t spend such lovely words on me, Sire,” I murmur groggily, wishing I didn’t find such comfort in his scent. In the feel of his arms wrapped around me.
In him.
“You should save them for somebody special.”
His guttural growl is the last thing I hear before darkness consumes me.
Sl?tra flew across the Boltanic Plains while I was strapped to the saddle of a Moltenmaw, begging for one of the blue beads to summon a cloud of moisture and shelter her from the sun’s singeing rays. The rider ignored every word.
Every plea.
Every fucking scream.
She followed me all the way to Dhomm, her silver flesh bubbling and bursting. Flying until her wings had too many holes to maintain her soar.
She plummeted, and I felt what was left of my heart rip from my chest and plummet with her, hopeless and powerless as she crawled across the burning dunes, making keening sounds I’ll never be able to unhear. Nor will I be able to unsee the milky sheen of her eyes from staring at the sun while she screeched—over and over again.
I doubt a healer will be able to help her regain her vision, nor do I expect her to trust anyone to get close enough to try.
I certainly wouldn’t, nor would I have blamed her if she never let me cuddle her again.
But she did.
The moment she balled up in the safety of a hutch near the Imperial Stronghold, she tucked me so close to her chest that I could feel the fluttering thump of her heart—barely clinging on. For me. Of that, I’m certain.
She didn’t want to leave me here alone.
I almost begged her to solidify around me and take our pain away.
King Ostern agreed to let me sleep in the hutch with her, so long as its entrance is heavily guarded.
Don’t know why he bothers. We both know I’d never leave this place without Sl?tra. Since I donned the Aether Stone, I can no longer summon a cloud for long enough to escort her back across the plains. Meaning I’m stuck here in this hot, humid place while my kingdom is run by a vile male I did not choose for myself. A horror that pales in comparison to the pain I feel whenever I look at my beautiful, broken Moonplume …
I’ll never forgive myself for climbing upon her back all those phases ago. For riding her until she listened to me.
Trusted me.
I’ll never forgive myself for taking her from her home. I’d do anything to go back to mine again.
Ifold forward over Raeve’s too-limp body before we plunge, spearing through a clot of cloud. We shred free with a flick of Rygun’s wings, the jungle-encrusted mountains rolling by beneath us much slower than I’d like them to.
“Hast atan, gaft aka.”
Faster, my friend.
Rygun’s raging adrenaline churns in my chest, making me feel like I’m burning from the inside out.
“Hast atan,
Rygun
!”
He roars—
blowing a plume of ruddy flames through a web of low-hanging clouds, dissolving them.
The mountain range comes to a lofty head, and he chases the updraft with a pump of his wings, slingshotting over the rounded peak crowned with the domed lookout housing several Sabersythes and a Moltenmaw. Their riders blow horns in sharp bursts to hail our arrival, and I finally sight the Loff stretched far as my eyes can see.
I consume the vast, unpredictable body of water like the welcomed relief it is, Rygun roaring to the constellation of spiked Sabersythe moons peppered above the glistening turquoise depths. To the Moltenmaw moons, too—though only a few.
Home.